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| Me this Wednesday! |
Things look like they are going good with Day Nurse and Z's sister. She has been spending a lot of time here during the day. She sings a lot. The Night Nurse came in early so the two of them can go to dinner with Ethnayn (second oldest brother) and his wife.
I had a steroid meltdown, I got ugly with Mama today. Baba masked up and came over. I was bawling my eyes out when he came in. Day Nurse was holding me and helping to calm me. The nurse explained the outburst as frustration, discomfort and chemicals. Baba brought Mama back and I apologized profusely. Mama hugged on me.
All that said, Zahir says he has special plans for me this weekend. I told him so long as his weekend included non-stop bed play I was good with anything. I have been having such explicit sex dreams. I pushed my luck, and asked if we could go dancing at Books@Cafe. I got a laugh and then a no. What the heck, I knew that was a stretch but, nothing ventured, nothing gained.
Dinner coming gonna wrap up.
Luv y'all
Chase
Had a visit from "shrinky dink" this morning. I heard something last night. Kaed was taken off life support yesterday.
ReplyDeleteBaba and the family were trying to shelter me from the news. It feels like someone scooped my heart out.
Hope you feel better soon. That sucks :( I go crazy when I am kept at home too long. Sometimes it is unintentional and he just had a busy week, but he is good at remembering to take me out. Now we are traveling (Texas) and I am missing home. Hope you have a good day!
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