My Long Climb From Nothing... My destination, beyond the horizon. My purpose to discover me. My Therapist recommended a diary... So I share (to a point)
Wednesday, October 05, 2022
What To Do With Downtime...
Monday, August 29, 2022
it is finished.
Hard to believe it has been almost a year between posts. Sorry, life happened.
After three long years I have finally completed Night of the Wolf. Chapter 6 will be the final chapter. It was hard but I couldn't just walk away from Jedidiah and Arian.
A few times it put me in a bad mental state and Zahir made me stop. He was right. I know some fans will have issue with the sugary ending but it is what is.
We are still in London I'm not sure for how much longer. COVID and economic slowdown have taken a toll on the industry. There is a chance we will move back to Jordan.
If that happens I will be the house boy and occasional consultant. Zahir says I can go back to school. Seems silly to go for a master's degree in a career I will probably never be able to work in.
I lost my grandparents. Meemaw got COVID with COPD complications it didn't take much. I never knew she was a smoker at one time. Okay I guess I am a little on the dumb side... DUH they were tobacco farmers. Pawpaw died of a heart attack a few weeks later. Zahir took me to both services.
His mother came to be with me when we got back to London. Aunt Megan has been calling me 2 to 3 times a week just to make sure I'm doing well. For so long I dreamt of having a family. They finally come back into my life and I lose them within 3 years.
Z has been doing a lot of baby care on me. He is my rock, I would be lost without him.