In other news: The physics class I'm taking with Baba does count towards my degree, I am no longer auditing. I did have a small dust up with one of my classmates. The idiot thought because sometimes I use sign, I'm deaf. He had a rude awakening. He was having a conversation behind my back about the "kept boy." I've told you before that Jordanians are polite to a fault. This is still true, the student in question was from France. The best part was I did not have to say a single word in my defense, Baba's TA heard his comment and corrected him. Most of the class are treating him like a pariah. Baba praised me for not coming down to his level.

When I balked about the expense to Mama, I was told that wasn't my concern. My job was to be happy and in love "Let the men worry about the how." I think she forgot I too am a boy. - I thought about asking David to come along as one of my groomsmen/bridesmaids/whatever. That would be kind of weird though, considering he used to be Zahir's boy when we met. Add to that Baba and Mama did NOT approve of him.
I suppose I should wrap this up. It's a little after 1 in the morning here and I have to get some sleep before class. I'm sorry things have been a little hectic and my posts haven't been as regular as they should be. I'm trying to complete my degree on my timeline. I want all of the course work done before my 20th birthday. I am still on track for a double major in engineering. I'm not sure if I'm going to go for the Masters or the doctorates I think I'm going to take a break for a couple years to find "me/we."